So for now... no more drugs.
I seriously was about to quit the last two Herceptin, that's how bad I felt. A dead battery; no energy left. But now that I quit those damn pills, okay I'm still nervous as hell... but I do feel better. I feel like myself again. I started painting in my art journal and I enjoy taking walks. Although I don't feel festive and I will be so happy when the Holidays are over... I think I need to finish this treatment even if it's a struggle.
I talked to my psychologist today. She said, "You're not going to quit 2 KM before the finish line right?"
So tomorrow is my birthday, I am turning 32. I am trying not to think about this year too much. I read somewhere, "Don't look back because you're not going into that direction", and it seems very fitting.
I think I will start my New Year in February instead of January. It will be something different for a change.
Happy Holidays to my dear readers!
Some days there won't be a song in your heart... SING ANYWAY!