So I talked to my psych again today. It was a good one. I think. She complimented me on the small steps I have been taking over the last couple of weeks. Which felt really good. I really need inspiring, encouraging people in my life right now. I know I have to find back my confidence, and I have to do it myself. But sometimes these little things can set your mood. They can change your day and turn it into a better one.
So I told her I finally understand that I am depressed. I also told her I want to talk to the psychologist after his vacation about medication. I haven't said yes to the meds yet, but a conversation wouldn't hurt anyone.
So I still have my bad days and I feel lots of sadness inside of me. But here's a list of my little projects that might not mean much to you but for me are big steps into the right direction:
-I bought a ladder book case for my house. I have collected so much stuff and now I finally have a place to display everything! Although I still live with my parents it feels good knowing one day I'll be back on my own. When I'm ready.
-I bought an Ikea Moppe cabinet and turned it into a 'Pimp Moppe' project. I decorated the drawers with cute flower paper.
-I bough this simple pin board and turned it into a card holder/memory board. It looks so pretty and nice and I'm in love with it.
-I did start my 'One Line A Day' journal on the first of July. A few lines before I go to sleep. Empty the head.
-I have been working really hard on my Etsy store and I was able to sent off packages to England, Germany, France and The Netherlands. So proud of this!
-I love working on my Wreck This Journal, it so much fun and a great distraction!
-I finally made an appointment at the dentist! I have been putting it off for so long.
-I love drawing and painting in my art journal. Okay I think I basically like all kinds of craft. Could that be possible?
-Snuggling with the baby bunnies!
-Postcrossing, snailmail, penpals... a filled mailbox makes me happy as well!
-I love nature, taking a walk... I love the green, summer, the pond with duckies.
-I was so against it, but now I really love my Kobo e-reader. It is such a nifty little 'book'.
-Thrifting! I love finding treasures! Whether it's vinyl or a cute porcelain little bunny.
-Instagram addict. 'Nuff said.