Okay. I should probably reverse my last post. The hormones kicked in. Yikes.
The mood swings are awful. I am not able to make any decisions right now. I'm freaking out over everything.
I had to start with the second injection yesterday. So I'm having the full package right now: three pills, two injections. Didn't really like the injection in my leg, so we're back to the muffin top.
If there were let's say 10-15 eggs I could at least defend to myself why I am putting my body through this. But with only four eggs... this whole thing is just another disappointment. I'll be so happy when it's over.
Don't think about it as a disappointment, dear. There is possibility in those four eggs, however small the chance is. I get that you don't want to get your hopes up — I would do the same — but don't put them down either, you know? Just accept that it's a small possibility — but a possibility nonetheless. :)
ReplyDeleteI'm still praying for you, especially for you to have the strength to kick those hormones in the butt. Being hormonal myself, right now (and most likely at a WAY smaller level) I completely sympathise. *grumbles*
I know, you are right. Thank you for the pep talk! <3
DeleteOh Ciel... :( wat naar dat je zo'n last hebt van de hormonen... ik vond het ook zo zwaar en was ook zo blij toen ik dit 'traject kon afsluiten'. Het is echt super dat je dit hebt gedaan, ook al zijn het er 'maar' vier, die pakken ze niet meer van je af! Zet 'm op.
ReplyDeleteJa nog even volhouden maar inderdaad. Dank voor je berichtje!
DeleteJust sent you and email before reading this. I am sorry that there were not more... but so much is possible with the four that you have! Try to breath through these next few days before the harvesting... I know the hormones suck! Its like PMS twice times in one! Hang in there! And remember to have faith... there is still a possiblity that you will be able to conceive naturally after chemo. Big hugs. xo
ReplyDeleteThank you dear!!
DeleteHang in there! Ik heb geen idee of chocola eten helpt, maar ik zou het gewoon heel de dag doen. Gewoon omdat het kan! Als ik iets voor je kan doen? Sterkte! 4 eitjes zijn wel potentiele kindjes... daar doe je het voor! stay strong.. Liefs
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